So I have just over a week left of Grade 11, which is yay, but I have three exams tomorrow, and I really don't want to. Then, I've got the weekend coming up where I haven't got much to do. There's potluck on Saturday and I'm debating whether to go see Tripod or not on Sunday. I never thought I'd be in this dilemma. It was always if Tripod were somewhere in Brisbane, I'd go. And now, I'm not sure. It's free too, but.... who would I go with? Mum and Tegs wouldn't want to go, and I don't know if I could convince anyone else to come. *sigh* Obsession is hard. And lately I haven't even be that Tripod orientated, more DAAS than anything else. Help.

I have to film my music video tomorrow. And I really mean HAVE TO. It's taken so long to get to this point, where I actually have people to act in it. Well, they won't actually act, more shuffle around. But yeah, it just got really frustrating because people were really non-committal, they'd say they'd love to be in it, then 2 days later, say they couldn't. Frustrating! I know that I should realise that people actually lead different lives to mine, that they mightn't have parents who couldn't really care what you get up to, as long as it isn't illegal and that there are "bonding" activities. But...but...but! So, yes. Wish me all the best of luck that nothing fucks up.

I feel like I'm repeatedly walking into a massive brick wall. This wall is exam block. I've got 3 or 4 to go and then I'm in Melbourne. But I have to get through them first and then I have to spend a good portion of my holidays changing my storyboard and filming, for Film/TV. I really just don't want to! I'm so tired and I feel like I can't move. Argh! And I really want to just go out and do something but there is a) nothing to do b) no one to do something with c) no time for me to do something!

HELP!

First week of Year 11 is over. If only a few more were over too. Basically, I'm pretty exhausted and have been every night all week. I think I've had enough school for a while. Especially now that they cram in 7 proper lessons most days as opposed to having a bludgey chapel/form in the place of another lesson.

I'm tired.

I got "The Girl Who Swallowed Bees" finally yesterday. Well worth the wait. I've already picked my favouite page,
"Her heart began to buzz and pulse
"With a beat not all its own
"As a thousand honey'd voices
"Vowed she'd never be alone"
page 25.
But yes, I love it. And I've ben talking about it non-stop. Sorry.
Anyway, look I posted something...

First week of school is over. Only another 7 or so to go...depressing. I'm sooo close to finishing my 1.2m by 1.2m painting! So far it has taken my approximately 9 hours and 6 minutes. I only have to paint a white strip about 20cm wide around some letters. I love painting in white, you can do a really dodgy job and it's almost impossible to tell.
Mum and Dad come back on Tuesday morning. I guess that generally is a good thing, I will no longer have to consider washing and food. Phew. I can't actually remember what happened this week...

I've finally gotten round to taking photos of my numerous paintings and uploading them to my deviantart account. http://boston-moon-gal.deviantart.com/ <<<<<<<<<< go now!

I rode bareback and had some good canters. I dreamt about Boston last night so I thought it might be time to go see him. i couldn't sleep properly last night though. I had to get up and read and listen to music till 11 after going to bed at 9:30. I found a new favourite Scott Edgar and the Universe lyric though!:

"It's all to clear
I'll still be here
I'll still be waiting for you."

Awwww. Sweet. Anyway, must keep uploading pictures!

Final week of holidays. What have I done in the past two weeks of freedom? Painted a tribute to Tripod, fairly shit, but it's nice to have them back on my wall. Read LOTR for English. Piece of crap!! Argh! So long and boring. Become fully obsessed with D.A.A.S, so much so I'm watching D.A.A.S. Kapital while I type this. Mainly with a Mr Richard Fidler...pathetic isn't? I can't help it though! I mean, there's old D.A.A.S. videos on youtube and he's on my radio, at 11am-12pm and then 1-3pm. But yes, still a bit sad.

I'm thinking about buying tickets to go and see Josh Thomas and the Scared Weird Little Guys in August. I'm already going to see John Butler Trio supported by Josh Pyke on the 12th of August. And my birthday is on the 13th :D. August could turn out to be a very exciting month.

I got the Scott Edgar and The Universe's EP on Friday in the mnail. It was such a good feeling seeing my name in Scod's handwriting... just a little fan-girly there. I still think it's cool XD Ah well, a cheap thrill is always good. Like when I saw Ross Noble the other Monday. In interval I put a tiger mask on stage advertising White Water World and many laughs were had out of it. Ross wearing it, realising he should have just come on stage that way for a good laugh, trying to read it then realising he read the VIP card for a porn shop quicker and more easily. :P I participated :D Then it got him onto a story about Steve Erwin which got mentioned in the review of his show in the paper the following day :) Yay for participation!

I think that's about all for my holidays, been shopping a few times and seen a couple of friends over the past few weeks. I really don't want to go back to school.... I want my timetable though. Just to know which days I need to dread and hate for the next 4 or 5 months.

Yes, I finally bought my new ipod. My shuffle died on Wednesday after about 3 years which is pretty good, but now I have a beautiful black video ipod thing. If only I could get some videos on it! My computer won't install the program I need to rip stuff off dvds, so I had to use my sister's laptop and I've only got the first ep of the boosh on there at the moment. But when that thing installs, there will be MANY splendid things on there, muhaha! And I called it, "Raven Spawn" because I was trying to think of some noel/boosh-related name that only OBSESSIVES would get, and I remembered that Noel's and Russell's team on Big Fat Quiz of The Year 2006 was "Raven Spawn" and "Rod's Prodigy" because Jimmy Carr said Noel looked like Rod Stewart had slept with a raven! Thus, Raven Spawn was born and I love it!

So I got back this afternoon. Four hours later than expected.... damn plane, thumping, I spent about 3 hours in Melbourne airport.

I loved Melbourne though! Favourite thing ever from the 5 days I was there....*drum roll* Dracula's Theatre Restaurant!